背靠背

今天期中考

題目好少 

輕而一舉的就寫完了

我看了看鐘

10:30

坐在位子上發呆

檢查了兩次

沒問題

卻

遲遲不肯交券

手機沒有響

沒有簡訊

持續呆坐

好像不出教室

考試沒有結束

我就不需要面對現實

不願意交卷

不願意聽到Bobcats被淘汰

走出教室

Sunkist說還沒打完

一定是落後很多  時間剩很少

所以他不願意告訴我

不願意影響我考試的心情

帶著不願意的情緒

我走回家

這是Bobcats第一次打季後賽

their season has been great

they won 31 out of 41 at home

they defeated the best-recorded team, the cavs and LBJ, 3 times in 4 matchups

they are the best defensive team this season

they have Larry Brown and MJ

and they made to the playoffs in their franchise record

but they lost 4 straight in the playoffs

they are a bounded team

they played hard

they fought till the end

you just can't blame on the cats

they say when you're in the playoffs

you fear, but you dare

there are too many emotions at the end of the season

nobody wants to talk about it

but one of them is fear

fear that you come this far but it could all end

the dream could die

but ME,

I like the fear

it means i'm close

it means i'm ready

the cats fear

but they didn't dare

they're too nervous

they're too scared

they forgot how they've been playing to get this far

to get into the playoffs

like GW says

"we r playing backward."

we're not attacking the basket

we're shooting

but the jumpshots didn't go

we're shooting outside even when Dwight Howard is on the bench in the foul trouble

when he's sitting on the bench

it means you're cutting in

it means you're going to penetrate

it means you're getting rebounds

and throw some fouls

but we didn't

we just kept shooting outside

then what's the point to make Dwight foul?

what's the point to force him sit on the bench?

that is the only thing i couldn't figure out

couldn't understand

couldn't bear it during the games

我的解讀是

cats are toooooooooo nervous

in game one they had a chance to win, down by 4 in the last 2 mins

but they were nervous

it's ok, it's game 1, i thought

but i never thought that they would be so nervous throughout these 4 games

never thought we could be winless

after down 0-2

i thought we would win at home

home is where the win is

but we let it slip away

they were nervous

they were scared

they didn't dare to cut in, penetrate and attack the rim

even when Dwight is out

they forgot how to

they're way too nervous and feared

Boris's quiet

Felton's quiet

we've been waiting for someone to step up all series

but no one steps up

when other low-seeded team is making some sounds

Bobcats were so silent and disappear

Magic's playing pretty solid defense

while the cats could stop their 3s

the 3s hurt

our own jumpshots kill us

Magic is an outstanding team

they always had sth to respond to our runs

i thought we could at least win one at home

or 2

never thought that we would be swept

it's kinda hard to believe

it's even harder to believe that we lost a game likr game3

but no one could blame on the cats

they played hard

they just didn't play the way they played in the regular season

except for not attacking the rim

i'm satisfied with this season

a great season

making to the playoffs

re-lighting my passion towards basketball

(after a disappointing season of the Hornets)

first time is always the hardest

and you guys now have a taste of it

最感動的是

回到夏洛特主場

全場穿著白色季後賽t-shirt

現場吵的不得了

fans are crazy

球迷都很支持山貓

即便他們這麼的年輕

我真的沒有聽過比這場比賽更吵的了

連主撥講話都聽不到

Dwight每一個犯規  全場球迷都站起來拍手

JJ Reddick只要一拿到球  全場就boo超級大聲的

真的好想要在球場內

i like the atmosphere

the emotions

the craziness

the boundness

the hearts

這是我最感動的地方

有想過

如果我們季賽最後故意輸幾場

我們就會是第八種子  對上騎士隊

（你一定覺得我瘋了   想要對上全聯盟最強的隊？  因為今年山貓對騎士  四場贏了三場  山貓就是很會打湖人和騎士）

我們也許就不會被橫掃   可能還有機會上演老八傳奇

但是  也不要想了

勝負的關鍵誰也說不清

士氣  經驗

山貓對魔術  就是經驗豐富v.s.零經驗

雖然說如果是對上騎士   我們勝出的機會會大很多

但是  輸在魔術手上  總比輸在騎士手上來的爽快

看了Thunders對上lakers

they didn't fear

they didn't panic

they played fantasic basketball

THEY ARE AMAZING!

Bobcats需要這樣的勇氣

Bobcats需要這樣的energy

拓荒者也是一樣

這一季厄運一直纏繞著他們

但是他們就是不屈不撓

連Brandon Roy不能上場的情況下

對上火熱的太陽

一樣打得有聲有色

而且 Brandon Roy根本就是superman

他膝蓋才開完刀8天

拆完線隔天就回來了

把志氣和士氣帶回來

看到Suns-Blazers game

i kinda miss the suns game

miss Grant Hills

miss Steve Nash

Nash can always come out and step up when his team need him

so does Roy

miss the old days, the old Suns with Boris, Raja, and Matrix

anyways

i just hate the feeling of losing a season

hate the feeling that a great season was over

hate the pain of being eliminated

hate the uncertain future

hate the chance that 6 months later some old players won't stay

i love old guys, familiar faces working and playing together

i like Larry Brown, GW, Felton, DJ, Tyrus and every cats

well, Boris, too, but i just couldn't help but blame everything on him

he's been to the playoffs with the suns

he's been to the western conferrence finals and been the hero of it in 2006

he's been in so many close games and he knows how to play in situations like that

he's a talented player, so gifted, i can see that

but he just didn't come out

hope DJ won't go, Felton won't go, GW won't go

and of course, most importantly, Larry has to stay

thoguh Felton is the most nervous one in the game, but i like his big heart

he's got bigger heart than GW and Jack

so Felton stays plz

and GW, is such a good man

he gives his hand to rivals, even in playoffs

he does every little things

and he's so funny, looking like Snoopdogg

haha

and i like DJ a lot

he's like a kid

he's big-hearted

he's cute

and Tyrus

he's sooooooooo energetic

21 points in the closing game

Magic 陣容真的太完整了

三分砲火太強大

雖然他們把Bobcats送回家了

但是   只有今天會討厭他們

明天開始

開始看魔術的球

他們今年應該是會拿總冠軍的

all we see is all positive things

Sunkist告訴我一個很感人的故事

“courage+believe=life”

這是沒幾年前光芒在美聯冠軍賽的時候

有一個癌末的小球迷到主場去幫光芒加油

那一年光芒是一個奇蹟  是黑馬

那個小球迷對球員們寫下了那句話

不久後  他就走了

the Cats need this kind of courage

even heartbroken, still got to believe

all we see is positive

and always remember how Larry encourage Raymand

"This is what you've been waiting for so long, so don't worry about me. Just play ur game. and I LOVE YOU."

remember all the touching moments

all the goodness

all the emotions

Thanks for the great season

thanks for making to the playoffs

thanks for the runs

Keep your heads up high, Cats!

I'll be there watching their games in person next season!

4/28 Wed.

網球課   我很早就到了球館   只有我一個人

我推著球車   拿起球   一顆顆的丟高   扣下去

我把每一顆球都當作是Jameer Nelson

所以即使沒發過  發了foul ball

還是很用力的打

默默的我把一整球的車都發完了

看著網子對面  那散落一地的球

其實我很想哭   

心情卻輕鬆不少

我把山貓輸球被橫掃

所有的怒氣

怨氣

難過

心疼

不捨

悶

通通發泄在網球場上

雖然還不會很多技巧

雖然才剛打不久

但是

我努力的跑

用力的揮拍

想表現的像一個真正運動員

which is my unachiveable dream forever

老師看到我救到的一球

說了那天上課唯一的“好球”

so what?

still being swept and the pain still lingers

if i can never truly be an athlete

at least i can always be a real fan

always believing

and 全力的跑   用力的揮拍

SPORTS FOR LIFE!

courage+believe=LIFE    我把山貓被橫掃的怒氣和難過發泄在網球課上  努力的跑   用力的揮拍   sports for life!

always remember this day

then when they finally won the champs

all will be worthwhile