背靠背

現在是星期六吧
okay, let's start from Wednesday
星期三去pub玩了一整晚
隔天早上7點半回到新竹
洗完澡  9點開始睡  快3點自然醒
晚上12點以前又睡了  早上9點醒來
窩在棉被裡聽音樂
Leona Lewis  超推薦的
冬天能賴床真是無比幸福

到了晚上6點我又開始睡
睡到11點
1點又想睡了
下一次醒來就是星期六中午11點了

9:00-15:00   6 hrs
12:00-9:00   9 hrs
6:00-11:00   5 hrs
1:00-11:00   10 hrs
30 hrs in total for 3 days
看起來好像還好嘛
也沒有睡很多
但是就覺得睡覺很開心
是一種極大的享受

果然一夜不睡  要睡很多很多才補的回來

I wanna have a party that I can spend a lot of time with the one I really care and also cares about me and have a good sleep together.

I used to look like I always know what I'm doing,
yeah, part of me
but now
I admit that I'm a bit confused about something I somehow don't know what it is.
Well, who cares?
Probably there is nobody who understand everything and what's going on anytime,
I mean if there is someone like that, it must be very scary, right?
haha

有時候就是會很愛一些字句
英文的  中文的
就連到底是什麼意思  也不清楚
但是就是覺得似曾相似  很有吸引力
like
"not even close"
"unbelievable"
"somehow"
etc.

也許這個世界上  根本沒有人時時刻刻都會想著一個人  在意一個人
就連戀愛中的人也不一定會  不是嗎?
只是在戀愛的人tends to act in that way
so that's why so many people are desperately anticipate being loved.
Everyone is searching.
尋尋覓覓
為了什麼?
當我們都意識到這些無常時
我們還是選擇期待一切的一切
look towards the bright side
anticipate
and get disappointed
few people can have dreams come true
and I'm included, well, I think

stupid human beings