背靠背

I'm wondering which word can express how I feel now

Is it crave or craze?

Sometimes, you just have a craze for something/someone which/who you crave so much.

It's all against my buddhist natures

you crave for your love

you crave for Hornets' games (with a win)

you crave for a long long vacation to an exotic place

you crave for staying with family again

you crave for the old times which you enjoyed very very much

Recently I started telling college seniors that to seize the last semester of college life

to live the fullest

to play the hardest

to enjoy the best

and to remember who you are and how you feel right now

cus college would be probably the best times in you life

at least IT IS for me

Back to the craze

sometimes

you just have this craze that it's like a fire in your mind

craze for makeup

craze for wine

crave for Jazz music

craze for your boyfriend

craze for certain ballers, Jason Smith, Willie Green and Carl Landry

crazes for certain films, and film performers (simply actors and actresses)

crave for the food in Taiwan

crave for black, red, gray and white simple clothing

crave for being nerdy

crave for speaking a foreign language which you don't know at all

crave for something else

crave for sleeping sound and enough sleep

Suddenly, your world is changed

it's different

cus you crave for these things so much

sometimes you can get it all

but sometimes you just couldn't

it's pointless I know

but I bet all of you must have this kind of moment in life

the moments that you think no one will understand you

is it called the passion in life?

Maybe, I don't know.

craze and crave?

I guess both.