背靠背

很久沒有與寧夏的孩子們連絡了

剛剛  沒找到張云  就撥了Phoenix家的電話

電話一接起來

我快要認不得這個聲音了

青春期的孩子開始變聲

去年才跟我一樣高

他說他現在一米七了

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

真的好開心

他也好雀躍   興奮的都不知道該說什麼了

更令我感動的是

他在網路上找到我的msn space

看到寧夏記憶那一篇!!!!

我的媽阿

太酷了

他說  他爸爸就用關鍵字搜尋他的名子+"小熊維尼吃蜂蜜"

就找到了

而且他還每一個星期想我的時候都會上去看!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

woooooooooooooooooomg

今年  希望流感幫幫忙  拜託  我想要回去  回去寧夏

回去當一個孩子  純真幾天  感動幾天 

有流感也沒關係啦   一定要去  拜託!

and today I acted like a kid

knew that once I said it,

he would start worried about me

mum would worry too

and i'm getting worried

but i just can't stand it anymore

don't like countdown after countdown

don't want to make myself look like a kid, very dependent and weak

too sentimental

he hasn't even arrived yet

isn't that what u've been looking forward to for such a long time?

can't u just count it down with excitement?

from 18 left to now, 2 days left

just can't wait

為什麼又要害怕了

shouldn't have told you that

shouldn't have made you worried

I'm tough too

there must be a reason that it has to go like this

there's a reason

you're packing, preparing, setting the body clock and looking forward to comming back

Sunkist is rolling down the hill and after two days there's his big hug and his face just like mine

we're going to watch the sun, moon and stars rise and set at the same time

Kiwia needs to stop tearing(though i tear for good reasons) and finish the studying, be prepared

welcome him back with a big smile, no tear allowed, absolutely not.

very very excited, cannot be described in words

快快回來吧  這樣我就可以當面與你吵吵吵了

好酷耶  好久沒有人跟我吵吵吵  還可以吵的很開心

可是 可是

可不可以回來後就不要倒數了?

and I miss you, too.